It looks like you are doing better since you’ve started facing these difficult challenges. Not to long ago, you weren’t eating, or sleeping. I know you are putting “training” to encompass your physical activity. But just think, you have been having to retrain yourself to eat and sleep. So don’t feel like you are not getting training done on your off days, because you are. It’s a different kind of pain for sure, but that is the challenge all of us face in every aspect of life, overcoming pain.
Good work so far, keep yourself steady, and don’t beat yourself up over your activity level, because you are already achieving a lot. Keep your head up.