Get where I want or die trying Banned comeback

My shoulders feel good, I was throwing sets of pushups in between the military presses, I was doin this upstairs by the TV and my wife,cause I was doin shit in between,my wife liked watching me,all pumped up,veins bulging.
 
I don’t really train I try to but nothing like real training. I did outside maintenance and some arms.
Im trying to slowly bring it back to training and eating but eating is still an issue
Boost is definitely on the shopping list
 
I like boost, their vanilla is absolutely fuckin delicious.i just got powdered Carnation to take down with my vitamins in the mornin
 
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Sleep
3hrs bad night and morning trying to eat normal or more isn’t working well

Eat I ate tuna 2 cans corn mixed in then I ate a English muffin with 2 eggs.
This amount of food absolutely destroyed me to the point that the wife said it was time to go to the couch lol I don’t blame her

Train none today unless I start to feel some life

DHEA 100mg at once trying something different

I will recover and continue to train im honestly nice and lean something that im not really used to but I still have mass just lost a little size.

Today starts 30 day countdown to either help or a huge explosion in my attitude towards some doctors. Im feeling optimistic but im not sure because multiple promises have been broken already by these people.
 
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SLEEP 5hrs

EAT chicken brest and 2 eggs on English muffin

TRAIN chest today

DHEA 100mg a day

I’m not doing well but pushing forward 29 more days until hopefully some help

Im pretty happy my stomach seems like it might possibly be healing. I’ve gone from not eating for 3 days straight to eating an egg now im eating chicken, egg sandwiches, I still get the bad effects but the pain has decreased and I believe that it should continue to do better im going to try to continue to eat more
 
Just for laughs…
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This is how I felt 2 months ago tail end of divorce. Lazy and fat. One step at a time and we get there.
 
I couldn’t agree more

I consider this just like my ruptured bicep I thought that everything was over I couldn’t lift heavy I couldn’t do things like I did before but I learned to adapt and overcome my arm holding me back and got up to 228 peeled im not there anymore but I plan on being bigger and better after this I just need to get through it and its on
 
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