Admittedly, I keep forgetting to eat. Like seriously, I will have to walk into the kitchen multiple times to remember I was half way into trying to cook something, or I left something out from the fridge cause I was going to cook something just to have it sit out half the day. I even do the same things with my supplements and meds… I used to self medicate for this, and did pretty well, but now these new meds the doctor has me trying out, has some side effects around my memory I’m not liking. It’s not memory loss, is the dumb forgetfulness ADD people go through, where you are just easily distracted by things. I’m weighing my options right now and haven’t made a decision of what I want to do with my med plan.
This week in general has been a mental struggle for me to stay motivated. Mostly my objectives were to get something on the charts at a minimum. And I enjoy benching, I do it to get myself motivated. But you are probably right that I’m loosing gains, my chest has been making the least progress visually.
When I remember to eat, I have a lot more motivation in the day, and usually only takes an hour or so for the food to kick in and give me energy. That part seems pretty consistent no matter how my schedule is, so been following my body on that part. Yesterday though my diet was way off.
My goals? Single digit body fat is the main objective right now. I’m at 188lb 14% body fat. Its been pretty steady at that weight all week.
Last thought, I would like to raise my calorie count. But I’m not sure when the right time would be. I’m curious if my motivation and memory would improve if I was less hungry thought the day. I do feel more alive after a meal. Fruit would be nice to supplement, but I can’t get over my gag reflex around fruit. Hard to explain.