Get where I want or die trying Banned comeback

[Bigmurph6]

Being a trusting and giving person is the worse type of life to live

I don’t believe this at all brother trust should be earned not given, continue to be a trusting person to those that have earned it your a good person for this and the people who betray your trust should be dead to you unless they do the right thing and apologize and make it right.

Your mother sounds like a really good person a strong support system is needed in life especially though the hard times I probably would have already done something very stupid if it wasn’t for this community.

Stick around trust is something that members of ugmuscle have for each other we watch out and help each other its what good people do

Thanks brother for your prayers and kind words its much appreciated
Banned @DocToBe_13

 

[Bigmurph6]

LOG

Took a turn for the worst on Friday night I tried to go out in public didn’t go well and I got really worse.

My appointment is tomorrow hopefully I can get some help.

Sleep I could only wish

Training hopefully soon

Diet non existent

I will get better I just need to get the help from the doctors

Thank you everyone
Banned

 

[Raphael3636]

You got this brotha!!! I know you man, you put your mind to something and it gets done!! Your gonna have your ups and downs, but never give up! You know how to reach me man if you need anything

 

[Bigmurph6]

Thank you so much brother im not well I just need to get better the doctors just need to do there thing and then the real comeback starts

Bless you brother @Raphael3636

 

[Bigmurph6]

LOG

Bad day in general saw doctor and doctors fucking suck

No workout

No food

Fuck my life SMH

 

[Poppy]

Easy big fella

 

[Bigmurph6]

Bad day that’s all I set my anticipations to high and I thought that today was going to make me better it just made things worse.
Its really upsetting

 

[JLee]

Hang in there

 

[Bigmurph6]

Im really trying im tired and these people are wearing me down I can’t understand why I can’t say I need help and get it smh

 

[JLee]

I know its not easy. My x-wife and I have been trying to get me daughter properly evaluated for over 7 years. The system sucks.

 

[Bigmurph6]

Jesus crist brother I won’t make it 7yrs bless her soul and your family

 

[Tack]

Sometimes the world likes to continue to challenge us at our lowest. But when you can finally make your way out of it, the feeling will be so gratifying. So don’t take a bad day as a loss, but as a gain for how much better it will feel when you overcome this rut.

 

[Bigmurph6]

I love your positivity brother its much appreciated but im tired its been awhile and nothing my doctors appointment that I waited over a month full was worthless. Alot of disappointment today tomorrow is a new day and I will continue to fight until im dead

 

[Bigmurph6]

LOG

Got new medication finally

Slept 3hrs edit add 5hrs after I took new meds
THANK GOD

Ate nothing going on 2 days im going to eat something and just deal with the stomach problems

No training for probably a couple of days atleast I need to get adjusted and I need to eat and sleep.

I write depressing bad things in my log and its only because things aren’t going well right now and I want this log to look back and be able to see how bad it was before how good its going to get please don’t count me out I will never give up as long as I breathe air I will get all this bullshit taken care of and then im going to come back and get bigger than before muscle memory is real and I will not let these mother fuckers try to beat me in to submission so that I just quit.
That shit will never happen it might take a year to get my ass together I don’t care if it takes 2 years I will be back and bigger than before this is my Word to ugmuscle and I don’t break my word ever.

Comebacks aren’t timed but im going to kill it when im able to I want it so bad again im more mad about not training than anything honestly.
Soon enough brothers and sisters soon enough

 

[Poppy]

im more mad about not training

Very good! Get mad brother… tighten your focus in…

 

[NeuroRN]

Comebacks aren’t timed

Nothing is timed. I’ll say it again, it doesn’t matter how slow the progress is, as long as it’s forward progress. Just don’t stop. Never quit.

 

[Bigmurph6]

Yeah im pretty angry about this shit im not going to continue to be a sad sack of shit its time to get these people moving and get me better

 

[Bigmurph6]

Yeah its going to take time for sure but im not quitting anything

 

[johnjuanb1]

Is it a acid reflux or leaky gut syndrome that is causing your stomach issues and inability to eat?

 

[Bigmurph6]

I don’t even know yet I still need to be scoped and scanned but they have said it could be multiple things they won’t know until I see a GI and get the test done